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2010-05-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

I have moved to http://youaremygrace.wordpress.com :)

2010-01-09T06:07:00.005+08:00

im really so lazy to blog .
i thought of cancelling this account and create another blog that belongs to me only .
sleeping disorder has been haunting me for the past few days .
i cant slp, cant eat and naturally cant focus .
last night i dreamt of some weird dragons &woke up with fright .
i guess i really need to heed everyone's advice and go see a doctor real soon .
it may be some depression symptoms, he said .
i feel so shag, having headache & my body is aching .
this kind of life sucks .
in addition, the devil keeps coming into my mind &telling tales abt Jesus of not taking care of me.
i know HE is always here for me.
i can feel the holy spirit so strongly.
it is some connection you never experience before .
this connection is important to me and it is jus meant for me to keep it deep down in my heart .
thanks you for everything, my Abba Father .

2009-11-05T15:08:00.007+08:00

My long awaiting Ralph Lauren &F21 have arrived this afternoon!
Ralph Lauren parcel: Priscilla, Yun, Zhen's present from Devon and mine .
F21 parcel: Nadia, Michelle and mine .

2009-11-04T02:20:00.004+08:00

ytd marked the last paper .
i did really badly this sem .
so much issues happened at home .
really feel disheartening in doing everything .
i really want to grad fast and start working !
nonetheless, i believe i'll pass the 3modules &move on to next sem .
Jesus said: "Believe and you will receive."
This sentence always remained so vividly in my mind.
indeed, while typing this post i felt peace in my heart.
I know God's super abounded grace is working on me .
Thanks Lord.

2009-10-26T00:41:00.001+08:00

SM paper in less than 9hrs time.
I need wisdom.
I need strength.
I need peace.

I know GOD is here for me.
I can feel HIS Grace working on me now.
I know I'll pass.

Lord,
stay with me.

2009-08-07T22:50:00.007+08:00

Finally!
My classmates &I had just submitted the sucky 4.5words essay .
It wasn't easy for us to finish within a short time-frame under the coaching of the sucky cum self-centered lecturer.
All of us DISLIKE him !
I almost gave up, however with my besties' encouragement, I managed to pull through this rough patch !
Thanks you all so much ! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
So well done guys that we finally get over that phase! APPLAUSE !!
I jus hope that i can get a PA man!
Lord, pls bless the lecturer with super gd mood when he's marking our papers. AMEN
now left with 4more assignments !
Alicia, Keep it goin !!

Btw catch The Hangover over the weekends.
Super hilarious !!!!
I just get this movie out of my head man !!
It is a must watch !
love the baby so much can ! damn cute !

2009-07-07T19:13:00.005+08:00

i really miss him so much that i fear to pick up his call .
i promise him i wont tear .
i was behaving fine for the past 2weeks .
&only left 5more days to go, yet im feeling freaking moody .
i was feeling fine when hwee and sher came to my house to slack .
after they left, my pms starts to act on me .
worst still, im having really bad headache right now .
i wanna slp but cant slp !
i wanna do research for SM, yet i cant focus !
i hate to feel this way !!!!!!!

GOD, stay with me .
Father, I declare i can do nothing of myself .
I just rest and trust in you to take care of my headache &emotions.
Amen .

PS to Sher &Hwee: thanks for coming over . <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

2009-07-06T22:11:00.014+08:00

last friday, baby asked if I heard abt the Korea girl band, Wonder Girls. I said no .
then he showed me one of their famous song's MTV, Nobody .

he told me that one night while he and his reservist's mates were preparing to sleep, 5 of his friends randomly dance and sing this song for them . hahaha !
the image of them dancing this song is damn hilarious .
im glad he's having fun in camp .
&i told him i'll try to learn this dance for him . Gee .

Lingz found this ! So hilarious can !

im missing the love of my life so much now !!
yea i want nobody nobody nobody but YOU !

jus one more week !!

2009-06-29T22:05:00.005+08:00

whee !! finally got my DSLR !
let me intro you my Canon 500D !!

i took a few pictures !
is damn cool can !

My favourite pic ! Her name is ahGal =))
is she pretty ?

these 2 was my favourite peeks using Hwee's DSLR !

ilovemynewBFFs &mybabyy!

2009-06-09T14:53:00.003+08:00

OMGOSH!!!
I cleared all my modules!!
Cant believe I can get CR for OT!!
the feeling is absolutely incredible!!
im so glad all my efforts has not gone to waste .

God,
Thank you for listening to my deep felt prayer.
Amen .

2009-05-12T03:36:00.016+08:00

insomnia is acting on me again .
needa wake up at 7am &work is going to be a long &hectic day.
die man .
i simply hate the feeling of tossing &turning , making me so frustrated . meanwhile i scare i'll disturb him .

sometimes i know i've to be contended with what i have now ,
but greediness just took control of me all the times .
i know im expecting too much from him & this r/s . &yet he nver give up on me.
i felt this moment of happiness by looking &touching his sleep face, lying on his chest hearing to his heartbeat &snoring and the warm hug he gave me .

some of my family members &friends was telling me abt our vast qualification thingy might affect the direction of our lives in the future .
i know this man is still the one i love deeply .
no matter how hard it takes, i cant jus give up so easily .
i know he will work hard for our future as well .
love you .

His 24th Bday !

the bday boy ! acting emo .

jap restaurant chosen by him. the food is damn delicious, definitely worth the money !!

my babyy look so round now! but still cute with his mi mi yan . my slanted mouth looks scary ! lOls !

after dinner, he bought me to the Henderson Waves Bridge .
the bridge damn prettyy can !
I was super excited &tiring at the same time !
cuz i climbed up the slope with my pair of killer heels !
i almost die man .

this pathway symbolises the long journey that we both promised to walk hand in hand towards our future .

yummilicious strawberry cheesecake baked by Karen !
&im super glad he likes the cake.

once again, happy bday my dear!!

2009-05-10T03:55:00.019+08:00

slept at 2am, woke up 4am .
i seriously need to tune back to the regular slping time as im starting work on Monday . extra income on the way !!

went to IKEA with Cheryl ytd afternoon to get some nice boxes .
finally had my Swedish meatballs after so much craving of it !
aftermath went to Tampines One for shopping therapy.
thanks for accompany me Ms Cheryl ! love you !!

&at last! i'd finished packing my room .
it looks neater now .
no more lecture notes &textbooks lying around le .
exams have officially ended !

i need some beauty slp badly .
need to wake up early to go church .
but my mind is super active .
&my heart is in a state of confusion .

r/s is such a pain in the neck yet so many pple want to fall for it .
&you're right, im one of that many pple . contridicting isit it ?
i guess, if im no longer with him, i'll opt for singlehood for a v.v.long period of time .
no doubt he is a good man with good temper .
in everyone eyes, im the devil he is the angel .
i jus felt so bu shuang whenever we had an argument, stereotypes took place in pple's mind, "must be Alicia's fault", "must be her hot temper" .
cuz he always giving in to me &tolerating my bad temper .
how abt me tolerating his weaknesses, no one see that .
no one see the efforts im putting in to maintain this r/s .

i jus celebrated his bday on 7th May, with the effort of me planning ahead of where to eat and ordering his cake in one mth advance from Karen. He loved the food &the cake. we'd an enjoyable celebration that night but happiness is indeed short-lived.

&jus ytd, we had a fight again .

im really sick of all the fights &arguments, the guessing &the lying games, crying uncontrollably and the feeling of my heart tearing into thousands of pieces .
why must i feel this way when i know he wont ?
there are times i felt super idiotic when he is out watching soccer with his friends, prawning or playing bball/cage happily &laughing after we had a huge fight .
why must i be the only suffering ?
all the wretchedness and heartbreaks accumulated in me is causing me to become crazy .
i really detest him &this r/s .
i can never forget what he said to me ytd, those words seem like a tight slap snapping me back to the harsh reality .

&i really detest myself for behaving this way !!

2009-05-03T07:10:00.010+08:00

jus came back from overnight study session with YangRu, SiangChoon &Kliff .
YangRu &me went to SiangChoon's home for jamming before fetching Kliff to McD .
it was my first jamming session &it was fun !!
SiangChoon taught me how to play the keyboard &i managed to play the C chord (i guess so) .
im so so determine to learn from them after exam .
more jamming session pls !!
&i really felt much much more better after the jamming session .
heartbreaks &moodiness was replaced by smiles &laughter .
studying for me today wasnt so productive compared to thurs . lOls .
i really enjoyed their company with nver ending topics &open discussions .

btw, on my way home, i saw a major accident .
a black car was on lane 3 &the badly crashed red car was on lane 2 facing the opposing direction .
the metal bar near to lane 1 was dented, probably hit by the red car, with 2tyres on the ground .
it really disheartening to see such accident .
thus drivers' responsibility towards safety is really impt .

due to the irregular slping time, stress, exam, love affair and having too much coffee &McD, i can really feel my body's mechanisms not performing at their best performances.
i tink im falling sick .

PM paper was okie . jus that i wasted alot of marks, due to my poor time management .
i guess a DI or HD isnt within reach . disappointed once again .
now, left OT paper .
no matter how much disappointment is filled within me ,
i know i have to finish this last lap of the race .
i jus need to have more faith in myself .

2009-04-30T19:35:00.003+08:00

INV paper was easy .
but im goin to fail this paper .
i didnt have time to finish the paper .
again ??!! i questioned myself once more .
and guess what, is 30 over marks .

friends was asking, "how abt the remaining 70% ?"
i can be very frank, due to my carelessness, i dont even know whether i can get at least 20% out of the 70% .
the possibility of passing is equivilent to zero .

im really feeling very sad .
all the effort and hard work had gone to waste .
is it because i didnt work hard enuff ?
or my mind wasnt thinking straight due to lack of sleep ?
or studies is jus not meant for stupid pple like me ?

both ER and INV was a bonkers .
i know i definitely have to re-module INV, ER maybe .
im not being pessimistic, jus wanna be truthful to myself .
but now, i know i still gotta work hard for PM &OT.
im goin to put all these negatives thought aside .
have a good rest aftermath is the time to strive for better results.

night everyone .

2009-04-29T17:51:00.003+08:00

ER paper was a disappointment !
im glad that the tips that mr chia gave us came out .
but 2hrs for 4 short essays is really not enuff .
i couldnt finished my last question .
out of the 4 questions i attempted ,
im only confident of my 2 answers .
the question on HRM i totally flunk it !
i misinterpreted the question .
im so stupid for not writing down the 2 most impt HRM models !!
im really so disappointed in myself !
i doubt i can get DI for ER le.

&now, i really don have the mood to study for my inv module whereby the paper is tml.
my mind is full of ER paper .
i know i gotta let it go and score well for the rest of the papers
but i feeling dammit anguish !
arggghhh !!

2009-04-22T06:09:00.003+08:00

slept at 2.24am .
woke up at 5.10am .
the stress level in me is increasing as exam is getting nearer .
got back all my assignments' results except for inv grp report .
kidda disappointed in some as i know i can fare much better than that .&for the first time, im going to take 3 papers within a week .

ER - 29th
INV - 30th
PM - 2nd
OT - 7th

its really killing me .
i need to work even harder .

God, bless me with strength &wisdom .
Amen .

2009-04-14T12:30:00.003+08:00

To Mr KC,

By 王力宏 &張靚穎 - 另一個天堂
你取代前一秒我生命的空白
問題忽然找到答案
不用解釋也明白

你的微笑是一個暗號
我能解讀那多美好
夢想不大想永遠停在這一秒

你為我的世界重新彩繪

是你帶我找到另一個天堂
遠比想像中的更美
我們懷抱裏的這一個天堂
另一個夢想有無限的快樂

相信你是我的另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線

因為你而存在這一個天堂
只想陪在你身邊

我等待下一刻再相遇的精彩
每天每天越來越愛
邏輯就這麼簡單

是你轉到同一個頻道
定位我的幸福座標
我多渺小能深愛著你最重要

想把妳的明天仔細翻閱

是你帶我找到另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的這一個天堂
另一個夢想有無限的快樂

相信你是我的另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線

是你帶我找到另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的這一個天堂
每一個夢想有無限的快樂

相信你是我的另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線

因為你而存在這一個天堂
我只想陪在你身邊

2009-04-13T01:01:00.007+08:00

this video is so touching !
it really inspired and taught me to cherish my love .
how i wish i have a beautifully imperfect relationship with him .
love is not in the air for the both of us these past few weeks .
but i know we can work thru all hurdles tog, hand in hand for a brighter future .
&im sorry for what i'd done and said in the past .
i promise i'll cherish and love you in a much better way .

Mr KC,
i <3 you loads.

2009-04-06T14:13:00.002+08:00

how i wish time can turn back.
how i wish i didnt said all those stuffs to hurt you.
how i wish we're still feeling love for each other.
how i wish. . . .

happiness is short lived.
i finally understand this statement, with my heart.

2009-02-23T04:11:00.003+08:00

im feeling very stress .
OT test on Tues &PM test on Wed .
i cant slp due to insomnia again .
i breakdown jus now ,
im glad you're with me, giving me the comfort i need .
&after babyy left my home,
i feel so insecure .
i hate this kind of feeling .
it sucks .

2009-02-13T20:19:00.007+08:00

mr KC,

Today, 13.02.09 marks the 999 days I'm with you.
*screamm*

i wanna thank you for all the love you've given to me .
thru the good and bad times, we've learnt to cherish one another .
our love is that beautiful, isnt it ?
&i know i wont be complete without you.

iloveu!

2008-12-26T19:09:00.003+08:00

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2008-12-16T15:11:00.023+08:00

went back school for re-enrolment ytd.
kidda happy with my modules planning.
btw i cleared all modules this sem.
so so so happy !!
aftermath went Crystal Jade with Sher, Hwee and Mel for lunch.
the 3 of us accompanied Sher to SGH to visit her po po.

gong gong and her aunt =)

work for Raffles City from 14th Nov to 7th Dec.
had loads of fun.
love my gals to bits !

Our 30th mths ani =)
we wore ManU jersey that day,lOls.
we went NYDC for dinner and aftermath movie.
though simple yet happy.
thanks dear for loving me.

celebrated zhen and yun's 22nd bday!
we went Thai Express and KTV !

went to David and Alice's wedding on 7th Dec.
good food with good companion.

2008-11-13T13:12:00.003+08:00

my job briefing was cancelled .
meeting josh 3pm at town instead .

&im feelin utterly down right now .
i jus got the grading for my marketing grp report &class test .
both assignments only got CR .
2 of my friend friends failed the grp report .
i guess this time they're more strict .
i know i ought to be happy that i pass & got 30.30/50 .
but im still very sad .
&my HMT grp report only got a PA .

arrghh!!
i hate this kind of feeling .
cuz deep down i know i put in alot of effort on the grp reports .
however, my hard work jus didnt paid off .
whatsoever !

2008-11-13T02:09:00.011+08:00

i sld be slping right now .
but i guess insomnia is here to haunt me again .
i've a job briefing at 11am &the terrific thingy is the briefing ends at 8pm .
freaking 8hrs !
aftermath im joining cheryl &kou to WalaWala for a drink .
i love the live band loads !

i love this !!
our couple ManU jersey =))
i like Berbatov &his super sexy hair net.
in fact im in love with all the handsome players .
lOls .

however, the ladies jersey's sleeve is too short to print the championship badge .
isnt it pretttyyyy ?
babyy said i can print this badge on my red-colour-kids-size jersey . yea !
im gonna print Ronaldo on it even though he might be leaving ManU .
i love his hard-tight-sexy ass &curly hair !

nevertheless im still very in love with this jersey .
thanks babyy !
I♥U!!! MUCKZZZ

2008-11-09T02:39:00.002+08:00

HMT paper was a KILLER !!
im so fuckin worry dat i'll flunk the paper !
oh man. the feelin sucks !!
all my classmates hope there's moderation, the paper was really really tough .
i was glad i did the case study first &dat 14marks mean alot alot to me.
anyway, the tips didnt help at all !
i was dounfounded when i read the question paper.
my heart was beating real fast at that moment &my mind went blank .
all of us jus hope that our individual report will pull our marks up .
i jus hope i can pass this paper &get it over .

i saw some of the studs left after an hr or so .
aren't they insane or what ?
i couldnt even finsh the paper &they jus give it up so easily .

Lord, pls bless all of us.
we all jus need to pass.

PS: Monika is attached ! OMG, im so so so happy for her !

2008-11-06T23:17:00.003+08:00

OMG ! im freaking out !
HMT paper is tml &im i got this feelin im not well-prepared at all !
jus hope that the tips from the part-time lecturer will definitely help .
i doubt i can slp tonight, cuz i know this paper is really impt to me .
the stress level is really intense right now .

Lord, stay with me, give me the wisdom &strength i need .

wish me luck everyone !

2008-11-05T03:26:00.006+08:00

the stress level in me is inceasing as the date to my HMT paper is getting closer.
damn hell loads of theory to understand and memorise.
i've been staying awake for the past 2days.
however, i jus got this feelin that whatever i'd studied had gone to waste, as if nth gets into my head.
i know i jus gotta endure another 3days, and that it !

Lord, bless me with the wisdom and strength that i need.
&Lord, i wanna thank you for sending him as my strength &encouragement.

lOls. in fact i like this pic alot ! this is his usual self when i "act".

marketing paper was fine, jus that i dun understand why the format of the paper keep changing &we weren't told by our lecturer.
nevertheless i have faith this time that i can break thru this hurdle. =)

PS: gal, we gonna stay by your side and constantly giving you the support that you need. be optismistic in life &i'll keep u in prayer. love ya.

2008-10-31T01:41:00.003+08:00

simply cant slp eh !
im having my mrkting paper in 8hrs time .
since poly i jus feel that mrkting is a bitch .
this subject is not tough &i can understand it easily, however i jus dunno why i cant do the paper.
even right now, im not feelin nervous at all as im kidda well perpared for the paper.
perhaps insomnia is here to haunt me again.
one of my friend said is due to stress.
but i simply don feel any stress in me.
&she told me stress may leads to mental illness.
argh ! that sound scary.
perhaps i sld try and get some slp now.

wish me luck everyone.

PS: kidda disappointed in HMT group assignment result. haiz~

2008-10-28T16:11:00.003+08:00

finance done.
law done.
2 more papers to go.

=0 jia you!!

2008-10-23T01:05:00.014+08:00

thank you for being there when i need someone to talk to.
i really apprecaiate what you'd done for me.
but im sorry, im unable to give you an ans right now.
it's really inappropriate for you to pop the question.
all i can say is im really really sorry
&i really treasure our friendship alot.
promise me you wont let this affects our friendship.

let's jia you tog for our examinations ya.
=)))

GuoZhong,

安静了 by S.H.E

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~

撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一场雨
努力就有结局 wo~

撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你爱着你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

2008-10-21T22:22:00.008+08:00

happy 29th mths !

thx for toleratin my bad temper during this stressful period.
love ya my dearest.

whee~ his cheek is getting chubbier each day !
lOls!

simply love this !
he was imitating the way i pout my lips whenever i got angry.

i scolded him for dunno what reason,
&he made this face jus to make me laugh.
nice guy with a good temper =)
indeed i must learn to cherish him more.

in another 2.5days, i will be having my first paper - finance.
feelin very stressful right now.
okie! back to mugging =).

2008-10-08T04:45:00.003+08:00

i cant slp at all.
my heart hurts real bad &tears keep welling up in my eyes.
i really hate this feeling.

2008-10-06T09:56:00.007+08:00

Attended Ivan &Sharon's wedding ytd.
really feel happy for this new couple.

To: Ivan & Sharon, Congratulation !
早生贵子！永结同心！

Daryl &Carina

Qibi &Dawney

Baby &me
i love u so much !
thanks for all the fun &laughter you bought to us !
Muckz =))

Table 19; nice food accompanied with nice acquaintances.
i like the auntie so much !
she thought im only 20yrs !
whee~ happy !!
btw it took me awhile to realise her kids are twins !

the 3 musketiere

in fact, this is my favourite shot.
hehe =)) nice pose by my 2 babies.

2008-10-01T13:24:00.010+08:00

STATUS: SOLD
click the picture to view a larger image

-White part is made of chiffon, sheer.
-Green part is printed with white poka dots.
- Tie back at the waist of the dress.

Selling @ $25 SGD with free normal postage.

Pls email to teoalicia@hotmail.com if you're interested.

Credit to Affairee.

2008-09-14T00:26:00.007+08:00

im feeling superlicious elated !
i jus completed 3 appendixes for my mrkting report.
90% of the marketing report is done !
i reckon we can finish it by Tues, whee~

&comm law result is out!
im so so so contended and proud of myself.
hee, i scored full 14 marks for my contract law.
if i've the time to attempt Q2, perhaps i will scored HD.
nvertheless, im still very happy !
im goin to work extra hard for the exam cuz im not gonna flunk this module again.

sher, thanks for the encouragement you've given me for the past few mths.love ya deep deep!!
¬ forgetting my love, mr K.C. thank you for ur encouragement too! muckkzz.

as for HMT essay, i alrdy finished it on fri and currently waiting for my lecturer to get back to me.
hopefully im on the right track,
if not imm glad that i have ample time to amend.
bless meee~~~

2008-09-09T05:51:00.008+08:00

thank baby for ta ta me to slp.
i slept ard 1.30am and woke up 4hrs later.
at least i got some rest.
feelin much better now.
wanna say thank to those that sent smses to me.
=) love u all.

btw im havin dilemma.

babe cake eye lining kit from benefit:$65

Brow & Liner Kit from The Body Shop: $22 (member)

if based on the price; i prefer The Body Shop to benefit.
moreover, The Body Shop comes with a compact brush.
the colour are basically the same tone of brown that im lookin for.
yet the costs have such vast difference !
probably due to the branding.

deal, i shall get The Body Shop one instead after 2days of consideration.*yay*

2008-09-08T18:41:00.003+08:00

after 32hrs, my mind is still soooo active.
im physically exhausting - aching all over.
im really very xin ku.
so i went to the doctor jus now, hoping to get some sleeping pills.
but she rejected.
she said my blood pressure is low, not suitable to consume any.
WTF !!
i really dunno how le.
all i need is to have some slp.
arhhh !!

2008-09-08T06:23:00.002+08:00

mentally exhausted.
im havin isonmia again.
all i need is a few hrs of beauty slp.
well, the only beneficial issue is im almost done with my HMT individual.
on the other hand, im so sad !
my eye bag is doublicious puffy
&dark ring is getting darker.

i still have a class in the afternoon and tuition in the evening.
im goin to try to hit the sack again !
wish me luck.

2008-08-27T00:23:00.022+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday to

°Å.l.ì.Ç.ì.å-●

hehe im so happy to receive so many birthday wishes from all my dearest friends.

i demanded mr KC to sing 22times birthday song to me when the clock struck twelve and he did !! i♥u, mr KC!!

mr hannes, thanks for being the 2nd person that sang the birthday song. appreciate it &i really thank God that i've u as my bro.

i superlicious likee this ! this lovely babe here always brighten up my day. thank babe, u r wonderful.

whoo hoo~
finance test was goody as well !
everythings seem so smooth sailing for me !
&i reckon i will enjoy myself very much later on !

Thanks everyone ! lOve you all too !

2008-08-25T05:22:00.012+08:00

gosh. im very gan jiong over my Biz Finance test on tues.
the formulae and theory i've to memorise are killin me.
im really freaking out, 30% !!
i really cant afford to fail.
*screammmm**

on the other hand, there's one sweet thing i wanna share.
i was brushin my teeth with mr KC before he left my home.
haha ! i know alil weird telling you this !
mischievously, i kissed him on his cheek with my mouth full of Colgate foam.
lOls~ the look on his face was super spastic.
immediately, he pinned me against the wall and did the same thing to me.
we were laughin at each other aftermath.
it was indeed a nice and sensational moment.
this moment will always be embedded in my heart.

i tend to realise, with him around i can be that secure and comfortable.
no doubt, i hope he'll be the last man in my life.
committing and building up a r/s is not easy.
it's really tirin to go through the whole process again.
through this r/s, i've learn to curb my temper, listen and communicate with him more.
he really change me.
alot of my friends said im a changed person, in terms of my temper.
goody for the both of us. hee~

another 2more days, i gonna spend my 22nd birthday with him.
the third time he gonna celebrates with me *excited*
&once he promised, he gonna celebrate my next 50yrs birthday with me.
i was sincerely touched by what he had said.
i♥u, mr KC. thanks for everything.

2008-08-22T05:58:00.008+08:00

jus finished revising for my mrkting test.
simply cant get to slp, even though im mentally tired.
the caffeine really kept me awake for the whole morning.
well~ kidda prepare for the test, hopefully i'll not let myself down again.

comm law test was fine.
handed in HMT grp report ytd ~ happy isnt the word to desc my feelin instead i felt so 不甘愿, simply cant understand why certain pple can be that thick skin, always want to take credit that she didnt do. i cld only blame myself for having such grp-mate/(s).

after today, i only left with 3 assignments. *hooray!*
but i cannot be that slack anymore !
muz start revising all 4 modules soon. jia you alicia!!

Qibi, babyy, Jeremy

my adorable ahma~ at TSP's gathering (Teo Spray Painting)

my dad came up to me and said:" did u see the S'pore tennis gal's uniform printed TSP, we sponsor one hor! ??"

i was super puzzled by what he said. aftermath i realised what he meant. but the bottom line is, my dad was being funny la.

i like Feng Tian Wei. She's really good !

2008-08-12T12:43:00.009+08:00

i jus put on braces ytd.
my 2nd time. heh heh.
i blamed myself for not putting the retainer for a longer period of time.
i know is a waste of money and time.
but, 爱美是女人的天性。Hehe =))

us at the dental clinic.

2008-08-11T12:35:00.006+08:00

i felt so suffocated this sem.
24hrs doesnt seem enough for me.
so many reports and tests.

20th.aug - Comm Law Class Test (20%)
21st.aug - HMT Grp Report Submission (20%)
22nd.aug - MKGT Class Test (20%)
26th.aug - Biz Finance Class Test (30% )
11th.sept - HMT Indiviudal Report Submission (30%)
19th.sept - MKGT Grp Report Submission (30%)

im v.v.v worry that i cant make it !
time indeed is running out.
all i need are faith and wisdom to keep me going.
May God be with me. Amen.

Mr K.C, im glad u are always there for me. I♥U

2008-08-09T13:08:00.001+08:00

Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore !

2008-07-25T11:49:00.006+08:00

im in love. with this song.
somehow it spells out the love i feel towards u.

By 刘力扬&林宥嘉

女:宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他如何形容
对方听懂不懂

男:开天辟地了以后
第一对恋人什么结果
洞穴湖泊日升月落
他们爱了多久

男:如果我们那时就相遇
会不会爱得比较放心

合:也许分离还没被发明
来折磨爱情

男:一千次轮回都不错过

女:一万里相随都不放手

合:在每个尽头再约好碰头
再睁开眼就认出你我

女:一千次轮回足不足够

男:一万里漂泊又算什么

合:这人海辽阔爱总被磋跎
总该留一篇传说

女:宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他如何形容
对方听懂不懂

男:开天辟地了以后
第一对恋人什么结果
洞穴湖泊日升月落
他们爱了多久

男:如果我们那时就相遇
会不会爱得比较放心

合:也许分离还没被发明
来折磨爱情

男:一千次轮回都不错过

女:一万里相随都不放手

合:在每个尽头再约好碰头
再睁开眼就认出你我

女:一千次轮回足不足够

男:一万里漂泊又算什么

合:这人海辽阔爱总被磋跎
总该留一篇传说

合:我会尽我全力
抵抗世间的情戏
无情地爱你 wo~

男:一千次轮回都不错过

女:一万里相随都不放手

合:在每个尽头再约好碰头
再睁开眼就认出你我

女:一千次轮回足不足够

男:一万里漂泊又算什么

合:这人海辽阔爱总被磋跎
总该留一篇传说

女:还好我有你

男:幸好你有我

合:一起写一篇传说

2008-07-23T02:31:00.007+08:00

I MISS U I MISS U I MISS U
I MISS U I MISS U I MISS U
I MISS U I MISS U I MISS U
I MISS U I MISS U I MISS U
I MISS U I MISS U I MISS U

2008-07-21T01:24:00.010+08:00

i've been tossing in bed for the past half an hr.
cant slp at all.
the only reason is 'him'.

he went back to camp last night le.
for me, it gonna be another 5 unbearable days.
for him, it gonna be an exciting week as he's goin thru a series of practical tests.

the moment he saw me on fri, he gave me a tight hug.
i can sensed that he really miss me alot too.
his tender care makes me love him even more.

my beloved, happy 26th mths anniversary !

2008-07-15T21:37:00.018+08:00

i'm missing him alot right now.

for the past 25th mths, this is the second time that for consecutive 5days i wont be able to see him. the first time was dated back to my first taiwan trip in 2006.

he gotta stay in for 3wks for his re-service.
and today is only the 2nd day !
the feeling is really unbearable.
perhaps many of u may say we are very sticky.
but the fact is, im really use to have him by my side all days long.
i like the way he smiles, gives in and coaxs me when i get angry.
i miss his 咪咪眼 & 翘翘的屁股。

his camp is jus 3stops away from my skool.
today, i thought i could catch a glimpse of him when the bus passed by his camp.
i teared when disappointment overwhelmed me.

but not to worry ! i gotta be optimistic
time pass in a blink blink de.
another 3 or 4 more days, he will book out le.

love u deep deep.

2008-03-04T01:20:00.003+08:00

babyy, i felt really peace when you comforted me last night (i miss my grandpa who had passed away 2years ago, so scare i cant rem his face.). Not only that, i can really felt ur ♥ &pain for me which is so real &sincere when you hugged me. Thx you so much! &ti amo!

ti amo means I L♥VE YOU in Italian.

TiAmo.wma

Ti Amo By 炎亚纶&刘力扬

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

sa la he and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎

炎亚纶刘力扬- tiamo

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

sa la he and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
永远都觉

2008-02-17T04:05:00.003+08:00

whee~ i got myself a new digital camera!!!!

IXUS 950 IS

yea, the design sucks i know.
but it is good!
now, im able to tk pictures in very dark places &the pictures turned out very sharp!

in the past, i'll get super disappointed when the pictures turned out diff from the camera when i uploaded those picture onto my labby.
my old cybershot can keep in my drawer for good lo.
&im glad i only get it at $80.

im gonna tk good care of it.
as you guys know im very clumsy.
jus dont wish to drop it or lost it. *touch wood!
lastly i wanna thx my babyy!! lovez♥

2008-02-12T21:29:00.001+08:00

i have officially left StarHub for good.
it been a great 3mths experience working as a customer care consultant in their call centre.
i left due to 3 good reasons, though it was a rather impulse decision.
i have to work 5days a week from 6.30pm - 12.30am.
Initially i thought i can manage since i only go to school on mon, thurs &fri.
but i was wrong! it is indeed very tough to juggle studies &work esp when this sem modules are all killer! Secondly i don wish to over exert myself. and lastly i wish to spend more time with my friends, family &bf ♥

deep down in my heart, i wanna thx Chiam who always give his best to help me.
he indeed is a very caring &helpful team leader who can go far.
he is always the first person that i seek advice from whenever i have some issues to clarify.
i know i disappoint him this time despite he been encourage me to stay on.
call centre is not suitable for me at all. it is not a place for people who is short temper.
well, i thought i will change alil, maybe become more patient but i didnt.
i still get frustrated &moody vey easily! even towards customers or my team leaders.

nevertheless, i will still work harder &learn to stay calm in any circumstances.
now, i have to rack my brain &start on my marketing report le.

2008-02-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

i felt like a pathetic freak now.
im having menses, flu, fever &sore throat on CNY eve.
to add on, i sprained my ankle this early afternoon.
tears rolled don my cheeks when ahMa applied medicate oil for me.
who can be more sway than me?

i regreted to apply leave for CNY 初一.
i jus got to know my dad is flying off to China tml morningalone.
can you see how well my familycommunicate.
sucks.
deep down, i seriously thx GOD giving me her as my mum. but i hate her.
hate her play mj all the time hence do not have any time for my dad, thus allowing my dad drift away from her, almost _ _ _ _ _ _ _ her.
hate her for destroying the beautiful image in my heart.

enough of rambling how pathetic im.
though sad, i know i still have babyy and friends i can rely on.
anyway i bought alot of stuffs during this 2wks.
my heart feelin damn pain la!

I used my $20 MS voucher to offset, thus i only paid $9.90!

babyy bought a pink shirt i chose for him at Zara too!

i bought this top w/o thinkin. i like its lacy sleeve most!

this top is super low! hee. i tink im bringing it for alteration.

i dunno what is the shop name, but they sell 2tees at $20. The designs are very cute &interesting. Thus Dawn &i got one tee each.

babyy bought this for me, damn happy! I still own him one present man.

I saw this watch in the Guess UK webby last yr apr. However S'pore did not bring in this design at that time. My flowers gave me an 'ang bao' to let me have the privilege to buy a watch i like. im glad that i did not buy the other Guess watch that time. =))

I found this watch i bought yrs ago while i spring cleaning. though look alil childish with the pink strap but i like it v.much!

The bag &the bathing gel is a complementary gift from them. 2 lipsticks at $21.90 only! The actual price for one range from $17.90-$19.90. The hand mask is at $12.90 instead of $19.90 too! What a steal. =)

i end this blog by wishing everyone a good year ahead!

新年快乐 !!

鼠年行大运 !!

2008-01-20T12:50:00.002+08:00

feelin kidda emo.
my labby died on me!
all the data gone!!! esp those pics i took with babyy.
i almost go berserk when my phone gt stolen.
I blamed myself procrastinate to upload the pics i took with babyy in my phone to my labby.
but wait, miracle do happened sometimes! i did upload all the pics to my labby, &i was so elated over it!

however things jus dont stop!
i cried when my labby jus reformat by itself.
all my songs, pics and school stuff were gone!
&now sitting here, writting this blog makes me wanna cried more.

i simply cant slp, too much thingy occupied my mind.
babyy kept telling me to 看开一点, all the beautiful memories shall kept in our mind.
sometimes how i wish i can be like him, &i would like to descibe him as a hollow man.
i doubt i can, cuz im nver like this.
a leopard cannot change its spots, moreover a stubborn one.

&i've been listenin to my current fav song over &over, hoping i can feel better.

亲爱的那不是爱情 by 张韶涵

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教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

2008-01-08T02:34:00.001+08:00

2007 was kidda a great yr for me.
-i went for my first trip to Taiwan with my gals during mar.
-210507 marked one yr of my love with baby &we celebrated at mt faber.
-pursue my degree at SIM &met a bunch of great gfs.
-celebrated my 21st! bday.
-start working at StarHub &get to know more great &fun pple.
-got my first sem result &managed to pass all!

deep down i knew 2008 will be a great yr for me.

However that not the case.

jus the start of 2008, back luck seem to befall me!
my 6mths old W880i was stolen!
last sat, we celebrated my grandma's 69th bday at Spring Court.
jus before we leave the restaurant, babyy told me he cant find my hp in my bag.

i can feel my heart beating really fast, bcuz thru out the whole evening, i was singing &having fun at the other tbl. moreover i didnt use or tk out my phone. However, my bag was left opened as i forgot to close it when i took the camera out.
immediately, i spoke to the manager who asked me to come back the next day to look at the CCTV.
however, i was disappointed by how the management readily trying their best to help me when i went over the next day.
they told me that the boss, whose has the authority to view the video only, will not come down to the restaurant that early.

thus i had to speak to the boss over the phone. He told me that they realised the CCTV was spoilt on sat afternoon itself &hence the whole celebration was not recorded. he even mentioned be one of my relatives who took it instead of his staff.
for goodness, we had so many yrs of family gathering &nver once we had such incident!
i believe by doin all these, the boss is trying to protect the reputation of the restaurant.
i got kidda agitated, how can a VIP room allow such things happen, &why on earth the manager will ask me to come down to view the video when he knows it is spoilt?
Moreover the overall bill of the celebration came up to $2000plus.
it is really ridiculous paying such a big amt to a stupid management!

nevertheless, i had alrdy made a police report as i need to cfm that the CCTV was spoilt or they refused to let me view the video.
somehow i got the feeling the boss is lazy to come down as he is the only one who can view the video.
i just hope to see the truth; to know whois the culprit or what goin on during this period.
it suppose to a joyous celebration isnt it, &i simply cant believe how the management can handle such a case w/o being professional.
anyway these few days, i will go down to the restaurant with the police officers to do a check.

i alrdy bought a new phone,W850i Pink.
babyy got the black colour few mths ago.
we have quite a few similar stuffs.

but, i still wish i could get back my phone though i know the chance of getting it back is so minimal. I had this security lock on my phone, w/o the phone lock pin, the person is unable to use it. I had asked the police officer &he mentioned there is such device that those _ _ _ _ _ _ shops can unock the pin. im super afraid that the person will threw it away if he/she realised the phone cant be used. my gosh! worth of almost $700 value.

im going crazyyyyy over!!. . OMG

2007-12-22T13:40:00.000+08:00

this movie is drving me real insane!!
i jus cant get dem out of my head!
im soooooooo in love with dem!
the way they dance really make me ga-ga-over dem!
they are so incredible, humorous and smart.
oh my. im dying.

my fav! dammit fat and cute. i love his facial expression most!!!

how i wish i can possess Theodore!!!

RESULTS!!

2007-12-07T05:18:00.001+08:00

gotten my results ytd.
i muz say im quite contended le.
esp my OB. i was breathless with astonishment.
i stared at the screen in great surprise and cried.
ahMa called me countless time dat day asking regarding my results.
cuz i told her if i failed this time round, i might want to give up.
hence i immediately called her and dad to tell dem the good news!

from the screen shot, you can see i scored 50marks for my acct.
at first i was kidda gloomy, but after pondered for a moment i realised i did well for the final exam cuz i failed my 20%class test.
Shereen told me Cin and her also got a pass whereas some of my babes failed. in fact quite of handful of studs failed.
i was kidda shock cuz my babes got either a pass or a dist in the class test so at the moment, i dunno sld i msg dem?

cuz if im in their shoes, i may want to be alone, &hope nobody msg/call me to ask abt my result and console me. cuz no matter how they console me, the fact is i failed.

now, hopefully they will moderate the acct paper. &gals, don give up! JIA YOU =D

2007-11-27T04:41:00.001+08:00

it is so disheartening to see the 5 dragon boat enthusiasts died in the race in Cambodia. it suppose to be a joyous event isn't it?
out of sudden, i can only think of one word to describe this world, &that is fearful. .
there seem to have many natural disasters (i reckon there is more to come) happened ard us, &my question is why these pple are choose to pay for the price &to died in vain?

i believe everyone out there know God chose Jesus to died for us on the Cross to pay the price of our sin. but wait, are these pple chosen again to pay for our sin as well?
i know i do sound abstract over here, but im severely traumatised when i heard abt this news cuz im d most emo creature on this earth.

what if one day i realised i jus lost a good friend or my loved one, or i jus left w/o seeing dem the last time or saying my last word to my beloved.
seriously if you ask me what is my reaction, all i can say is i really cant tk the blow though everyone have to go thru death.

however deep down, i believe God has his reasons for making all these happen.
well i know some of you are fellow christians but im not judging GOD, jus wanna spell out how i felt.

"I am a leader and I hope to set a positive example for young people to have the courage to achieve their dream." ~by Mr Rueben Kee.

may all the families members and friends of the 5 National dragon boaters will have the strength and courage to move on regardless of what circumstanses they are facing now or in the future. GOD BLESS.

2007-11-07T23:53:00.001+08:00

well exam is officially ended.
i sld spelled -H-U-R-R-A-Y-!!
instead, i felt uneasy.
d OB exam was a disaster!
2hrs to write 2essays (20marks each) are definitely not enough!
i didnt manage to finish my second essay.
im so upset &worried!
i dont deny i was shivering during the exam.
d stress &tension i experienced during dat 2hrs is killing me.
perhaps i gave myself too much pressure.
i so hate myself for behaving lidat. but i really cant help it.
i cant afford to fail.
i cant afford to see my efforts gone to waste.
d only thing i can help myself now is to stop thinking abt it.
i wanna thx my sim babes for being so encouraging towards one another, thx my ah ma who boiled 3bowls of bird nest for me (whoa! in a week!) and my babyy who often accompany me and gave me strength. love ya!!
now,im so anticipate towards the date 05Dec where my exam results will be released.
GOD, pls don let me lose faith in myself.

last day of 1st sem (edited by shereen)

2007-11-04T18:19:00.000+08:00

im left with 3more days to OB exam.
as the date get nearer, my mind starts to erect a state of confusion and anxiety.
im not sure am i fully prepare for this exam, but i know some people around me is kidda worry that im goin overboard with the way i study.
i tried to relax myself like watching Game Plan on thursday night with babyy and gang. the show is good, hilarious and definitely makes me cheer up alot. Dwayne the Rock is such a good actor. &he is yummy!

when i reached home, i saw 2bowls of bird nest on the dining tbl. one for me and the other bowl for babyy. ah ma knows that i did not eat anything that day cuz i lost my appetite lately. Hence she buys me chicken essence and boils bird nest for me so i only had bird nest that day.

after baby left, instead of preparing to bed, i start taking out the notes &textbook and study till 5am.
i reckon the stress in me threaten my self-esteem that makes me behave in this manner.

i met up with my sim babes the next day for revision.
in the late evening, we went to have desert!

i wanna tk a nap when i reached home. but the moment i closed my eyes, i saw many words appearing before me. i opened my eyes and finally broke down into tears.
the devil in me asked me to give up and stop pushing myself so hard.
but i really cant.
i promised my dad i will extremely hard to get good grades for him.
but im so scare that i will fail him.

2007-11-01T09:46:00.001+08:00

feelin very dreadful right now.
slept at 6 in the morning.
but woke up like 9.15am. .
simply cant sleep.
d stress in me is making me go crazy any moment.
OB - i gotta study like 17chapters of theories. oh my!
i've been muggin since ytd 6pm, however i only manage to study like 2chapters only!
the amt of things to understand, memorise and how to apply these theories definitely is a killer!
im glad i still have 6more days.
hopefully org culture and org change will be one of the three questions &i'll be super happy la!
moving on to conflict and leadership.
Traget: to finish studying at 2pm.
babe, you definitely need to move on faster.

allowing myself to relax for one day
babyy and i went to watch Superbad on tues.
the initial plan was to get a good laugh, but it turns out to be a disaster!
it is an utterly sucks show!
&best, i was almost scare to death by a caucasian old man.
he was sitting behind babyy, &he was alone.
i didnt realised someone was sitting behind.
as the movie was getting more boring, i started to lose gaze on it &i heard sound like someone crushing the plastic bag.
when i turned behind, i saw the old man looking at me and his hand(which is inside the transparent plasctic bag) was at his private part!
this show had some sexual scenes e.g. one the gal was on top of this guy, topless but with bra said: "oh, im so wet, im gonna give you the best bj. ." and throughout the movie, these words penis, virginal, bj kept repeating. aw, jus a stupid show anyway.
ok back to the old guy.
moreover the old man wore a hat and a coat. wahlau! he dressed like a psychotic murderer or a flasher lo!
i immediately turned back &i seriously felt my heart thumping really hard.
babyy sensed it &asked me wat happened &i whispered to him, and again i saw the old man head beside babyy!
OMG! very freaky isnt it!
GROSS! i saw pple masturbating in the bus before &this is my first encounter in a movie cinema. im glad i didnt manage to see anything disgusting.

oh btw, my stat probably wont get a HD anymore.
i was late 10min for my stat paper, my mind went blank during the first 15mins.
i calm myself down and start doing all the questions.
i was super confidently when i came out of d exam hall, aftermath I realised my estimated interval ans was all wrong (based on my memory)! jus because of the critical values(sld be 2tails instead of 1tail), &i guess 20marks jus flew away.
maybe im being paranoid.

a random peek took from my webcam.
see my eyebag! i gonna tk a gd rest &enjoy myself after the exam!

2007-10-25T17:10:00.001+08:00

a/c paper was a killer!
so much theories &intepretation of case studies e.g ratios analysis.
shereen &mel felt dat we learnt more from revising on our own den attending the lect.
_ _ _ _ _ is lousy!

i gt a hunch.
im really worried.
all of us came out and ask one another
"is there a sub-paper?"

NO NO NO!!
im not goin to think anymore.
gonna work harder for the next paper.
Stat. my only hope out of d 3

2007-10-20T21:08:00.001+08:00

Acct paper is on this coming thurs le.
&im still so lack behind!
alicia!! FOCUS FOCUS!!
5more days. . to 25-10-07

suppose to meet CO75 today for Kian's 21st.
but im realli so sorry for putting areoplane.
so much thingy to study.
hope you guys wil understand ya.

I bought the lastest limited edition crumpler for babyy. I owned him our 1yr ani present. He was totally baffled when i said i getting that for him!

i choose de! nice? though it cost over $200 bucks but its all worth it to see him smile. cuz i seldom buy thing for him de, instead im d lucky one who always get small ili gifts from him.

us.

2007-10-16T16:47:00.000+08:00

utterly disappointed!!
OB individual and grp report is out.
got a PA(pass) for my essay. *expected*
BUT!
how on earth our grp report got an PA too!
PISSED is d word to descibe my feeling when Shereen msg me.
we spent alot of time and effort in this report.
&our hard work is not paid off?
account result is out too. . .i failed.
*sob*, it my fault for focusin too much on stat.
d gals went huuh!! you failed??
cuz my not-counted-class-test got a 9/10.
well~ im not bother by the class test result.
on a lighter note. I finished studyin my stat.
tml onwards will be account revision =)
i noe i can do better during my exam.

Hey! check this out~ my new addiction =)
T70: 8.1 megapixels

isnt it lovely.

2007-10-09T12:59:00.000+08:00

i know i leaving my blog to rot for mths le.
im so super busy !!
school is fun so far.
im glad to have Shereen, Cindee, Melissa, Angeline and LeeHwee participating in my sim days! they are such a sweet and funny bunch of babes!
exam is coming hence i've being mugging since last week.
I got HD(high Dist) for my statistics test hence I need to work even harder to score an HD for the stat exam. &guess what! Im super confident.
As for account and organisation behaviour, if i score a 'pass; I'll be super contented!
guys gonna wish me luck!

2007-07-30T13:09:00.000+08:00

im glad you have found him. deep down, i feel happy for you.
however our friendship have distanced.
does i give you this kind of feelin b4 when i get tog wid gz?
if yes, im really sorry.

it hurts when i sms you yet i didnt receive any reply from you.
it hurts me when i don get to hear anything from you anymore.
it hurts when i try so hard to reach you but you seem to push me even further.
it hurts when i feelin down and wants to tok to you but you didnt pick up my calls.

i miss your laughter.
i miss your clumsiness.
i miss our gal night.
i miss our craziness.
i miss our memories.

i miss you gal.

2007-05-08T13:46:00.000+08:00

Babyyyy, Happy 22th
Bday !!

}BLASTING

Monica-AngelOfMine

lyrics
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showed me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine

You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (But boy your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow

I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine
.
.
.

You r. . . d Angle in my ♥

2007-04-03T02:45:00.000+08:00

*screams* babyyyy passed his TP le! im so so so happy for him can! yea i got free chauffeur le! now i can eat tau huay anytime le hor babyyy hehehe

well done babe!

im leaving in 4hrs time to genting le &guess wat, i only slept like 4hrs for these 2days as insomia overrule my body &mind since i came back from taiwan. d day before i slept at 11pm and gosh noe wat, i woke up at 1.45am feelin super energetic. d history repeated ytd when i try to slp at 10pm &haa, i woke up at 11.30pm. d feelin is dammit terrible cuz i tot i been slping for very long.

&now, i seating in front of the com bloggin, play game and d guys are waiting for the soccer game to kick off. how wonderful my life can be man. hopefully i can slept thru my way in the coach later. i seriously need some beauty slp.

2007-04-02T03:18:00.000+08:00

hi pple! im backkk~~ taiwan trip was great! esp when i wid my 3babes. they super love this phrase; 滑落在台北. it is a long story, all started from one of d air stewardess. LOLs. 好烂neh. we went to many places, shilin night market, wu fen pu, shi ming da dao, xi men ding, wen quan, taipei zoo, historical museum &long shan shi temple.

actually 6days is realli not enuff, but to mii d trip is quite fruitful le. bought many stuffs &get to noe some acquaintances over there. i muz admit during d trip there is some unwanted feelin burying in my stomach, but i noe i cant bring myself to speak up.

nonetheless i still wanna thx my babes, leyang uncle &xiaolin uncle families member for bringing us around to eat yummlicious goodies, pao wen quan and fetching us to &fro to the airport.

will blog again once i came back from genting! =) compare d clouds =) like d sky colour too.

singapore~

taiwan~preeetty

PS: Babyy goin for his TP later. 加油加油加油 my boy! whatever d outcome is, 不可以失去信心, 你行的!!

2007-03-24T18:23:00.000+08:00

*hurray* im flying off to taiwan tml afternoon le. i tot im d most cranky anxious person over this trip but guess wat, it my beloved ah ma. she told mii not to leave passport in d hotel provided there is safebox in d room laa, not to bring all d cash along wid mii when out to shopping, so if i happen to lose my pouch or kanna rob, i still have money &etc.

i noe she realli meant well. hee, well it d first time i go over to a far away country w/o dem. my daddy &ah ma asked mii to call dem every night.

ah ma even said: "if guozhong got go, im more fang xin."

okie i noe im a clumsy ass, even cheryl offers to help mii keep my passport. but i muz learn to be more independent and less clumsy &forgetful in d future mahz.

oh yea, it been a kidda busy week for mii. caught 3movies in a row; The Messager, Hearty Paw &TMNT. All d movies r great! when i come back from taiwan i wanna watch Music &Lyrics. yea babyy promises mii.

oh yup, another thing im overwhelmed at is i goin to genting wid babyy &gang from 3rd-6th apr. it realli a long holiday for mii. aftermath all these crazy fun days, i muz get back to serious work; earning big bucks! i working for ocbc as a credit card promoter &so coincidence is d credit card im promoting r d one i handled during my internship. LOLs. everything kidda smooth for mii except some personal stuff still haven resolves.

k guys, i realli gotta get going le, off for mj &tau huay le! MUCKZZ~

well pple, bless mii &don miss mii okie! =) will be back on d 30th!

2007-03-13T16:41:00.000+08:00

went to watch Stomp The Yard last sat. OH MY! It rockz can!! their moves is unbelievable! i gonna buy d dvd man!

Click here-D Final Battle Part 1

Click here-D Final Battle Part 2

2007-03-07T19:28:00.000+08:00

though suicide is not the solution to everything but it the fastest way to end the burden.

dont u tink so?

2007-03-05T02:34:00.001+08:00

my weekend was a fruitful one.

i jus came back from cafe del mar wid lingz, so qiao i saw nise w her fren chill out over there &qiuying working. it been a long time since we see each other, LOLs she say she miss mii mah. a well spent day w her! peeks will upload once she send mii d peeks.

before i went out w her, i had mj session wid babyy's relatives in d afternoon &aftermath went home cuz my family &relatives gathered at ah ma hse for dinner as ytd is d last day of cny le. we had sharkfins, crabs, steamboats &manu goodies. we end d night wid LAO HEI. hee i likee~

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ytd i went to attend baoling's wedding (babyy's cousin). i was touched during the solemnisation of the marriage. One of their Sis in Christ said that to manage a marriage there is 6secrets which are:

1)marriage couple need to communicate as statistic shown marriage couple onli tok to each other 4mins per day &hence only 30mins per week when they starts living for a period of time.

2)both husband &wife need to be considerate towards each other &understand the needs of one another.

3)to be committed to this mariage. even how angry you are during a break out, divorce sld nver come into your mind instead sld tok things out.

PS: I see myself here, venting anger unneccessary &wanting to voice out break wid my babyy.

4)couple must learn to compromise as no one is both to be perfect, &there is no such things as incompatiblilty as we have to learn to give &take in a r/s.

5)courtship is impt even you had alrdy married. It is impt to make TIME for each other, it good to reminisce d good memories spent together during courship period.

6)Christ to be centerise in the marriage. Statistic shown couple who went to church, read the bible &say prayer regurlarly together, divorced rate reduced from 1 out of 50 to 1 out of 10501.

2007-03-01T17:28:00.001+08:00

Your Relationship is Still Building Strength

You're relationship is fairly strong, but you're still working on making things solid.
Make sure you're both treating each other with kindness and respect, even when things aren't going well.

How Strong Is Your Relationship?

2007-02-27T23:04:00.001+08:00

*yippy* he is coming back tml le!! miss him loadsssss

}LISTEN

TANK - 非你莫屬

Lyrics

:你知道吗?

我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉

发生什么样子我好希望再来一
次

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
那人是你所以
不怕苦, 不怕苦...

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2007-02-26T05:43:00.000+08:00

Babyy jus boarded the plane to changmai le. Hmm not really sad cuz onli 2days, but it d first time we separate for many days. will definitely miss him loads.

another thing to be happy for him is from now to his ORD which fall on d 14th mar only left 6working days &he has to clear 4 leave. whee~ can look for jobs tog wid him le. i noe im v.mushy &sticky. hee =)

I'll be goin down Changi Airport to fetch him home. cant wait to hug him in my arms again! !

babyy enjoy !

2007-02-25T01:37:00.000+08:00

yea! im goin taiwan wid my peeps; cheryl, nise &kesh during mid march. we'll be staying at kesh's uncle house so lodging will be free! more $$ to shop *hurray*

im so lookin forward to this trip. cheryl told me loads of yummy yummy muz try at their night market. i wanna shop till xiao &go to their amusement park but cheryl say 60bucks sing$. however we might forsake d amusement park plan cuz cheryl doesnt dare to tk those rides &it is so expensive. *sob*

nonetheless im so excited!! cant wait d day to come man =) babyy u noe i'll miss you terribly de. love ya muckz

2007-02-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

how it is like to have a V-Day candlelight dinner at Tanjong Rhu Blk 4A hawer centre?

d food lists goes this way:
1) 2 cups of ribena as pink champagne
appetizer
2) 5 famous Tanjong Rhu char siew baos
main
3) chicken cutlet set for me, probably steak for babyy
sides
4) 10sticks of chicken satay (no mutton plss) wid 2rice
5) hokkien mee wid loads of chili
dessert
6) cheng ting for me, pulut hitam for babyy

in addition, i'll bring along a 3sticks candlelight holder wid candles, lighter(cuz both of us don smoke) &a small vase wid roses.

hee, i like d idea. yummy~

2007-02-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

im feelin v.v.v.emo right now. crying to myself for no reason.

for d past 2weeks, whenever i jolted back to d reality from my dreams/nightmares, i'll see red, raised bump and patches on my hands and legs. nobody can understand d sucky feelin i been having. i've been visiting d doc for countless times, popping loads of pills like nobody business &putting loads of cream on my rashes. Oh yea, my constipation jus dowan to kiss my ass gdbye. &now, i feelin feverish, throat v.sore, ass farkin pain &d whole body felt so itchy.

i felt like a cancer patient going thru numerous cancer chemotherapy, fighting d terminal illness alone. i noe babyy is always there but i myself noe dat how my body works &i need a much stronger dose of medicines to get well as my body alrdy immune le. whenever its time to eat medicines, deep down i'll get veri worked up, thinkin dat i've been eating so many days of medicines le why i haven recover & thus sometimes, i'll jus throw d pills out of d window or refuse to eat.

i wan to have a clean bill of health, no more falling sick &no more of popping pills. cant i jus stay sickless? is dat too much to ask from you GOD? pray for me pple.

GOD, pls stay wid me. heal me wid ya hand.

2007-02-09T17:26:00.000+08:00

OMG!!

im so in love with this dress!

but i wont buy even i have d money cuz:

1) im not tall &slim to bring out d 美感 of this dress.
2) there is no special occasion for me to wear.
3) expensive, now cannot afford. LOL

Aww~ 真的太美了

2007-02-08T14:43:00.000+08:00

}这.是.我.和.他.的.歌

♥遇到♥

Lyrics
你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了
知道今世我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了还是可以看到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

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2007-02-08T10:53:00.000+08:00

on my way to work today, i passed by Esplanade Park along Connaught Drive where the 2007 Singapore River Hongbao will be held this year. d carnival will be held from 16th Feb - 4th Mar and there will be only 7 fireworks this year compare to 15 fireworks last year.

upon seeing d carnival, it reminisce the good memory i spent wid baby when we are still good fren. he introduced d Taiwan famous shaved ice with chocolate to me &instantly I fell in love wid this yummy. there is many food stalls selling yummlicious goodies like peddling thai kuay &tiny pancake with coconut filling, i still rem there is this stall selling mai yang tang which can shape into different zodiac animals.

we wandered aimlessly gazing through different kind of statues like the 12 animals zodiac signs, d FU LU SHOU XI and d beautiful decorations along the carnival. both of us even watched d fireworks tog &it d first time I watched these beautiful sparkles with a guy. aftermath, we headed home separately.

now looking back, it seem kidda ironic like our love have blossomed like these fireworks sparkles but hopefully our r/s are not so short-lived. yup, to-date we had alrdy watched 4-5times of fireworks tog le. there will be more to come =)

yea gtg, tml is my last day of SIP hence my supervisor treating me to HANS for lunch. i gave her a small lil gift ytd in return for her kind attention towards me during this 4mths of SIP. i tink im realli lucky to got her as my supervisor, may GOD bless her~

PS: girls, anyone interested to join me to sentosa wid my babyy &gang this coming sat if d outing is cfm.

2007-02-07T15:46:00.000+08:00

my all time fav song brighten up my no-sunshine morning today! Love =P

}BLASTING

心动心痛 by 刘畊宏/许慧欣

Lyrics
宏:黑夜渗透了想念
偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单拖着记忆支离破碎
欣:原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
合:我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
合:为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
宏:慢慢远离的梦
欣:渐渐冷却冰封

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2007-02-07T11:11:00.000+08:00

felt so unwell and weak for d past few days. headache, migraine &rashes worn-out my body in the vein of my enemy had given me a deadly combo hit. worst of all, i can’t even manage to sleep. d best way to beat the virus to build up the bodies natural defences by resting and yet i’m suffering from insomnia.

this morning when I woke up, i can felt my head spinning &immediately my heart felt a tinge of fear worrying d migraine will hit me again. babyy & i had the same symptom of migraine which will have d 'aura' which usually precedes an attack can leave us with blurred or distorted vision, nausea, lost of appetite, feelings of numbness in the body and sensitivity to light. very torturous!!

imagine me suffers since pri 4, &sad to say there is no cure for migraine. Different migraine sufferers have different trigger. For me, the common trigger that sparks my migraine attack is bright or flickering lights, vivid visual effects; emotional upsets anxiety, stress, over exertion or exhaustion, lack of sleep and caffeine.

that why, lately felt so weak &lazy to go out. sorry to jol, lingz &eme for not joining you all for the Chocolate Buffet ytd evening. Hopefully all these illness will shoo &recover before CNY. i loves those CNY yummy goodies!!

2007-02-05T11:45:00.000+08:00

You Are Strength

You represent both fiery energy and steadfast will.
You are innocent and naive - yet unafraid and undaunted.
Perhaps you don't have the most powerful physical strength.
But your mental powers make up for any amount of muscle.

Your fortune:
Lately, you have been a pillar of ethics and moral strength.
And while things may be difficult, your faith in yourself will come through.
You may need to conquer the animalistic nature of yourself or others, with gentle force.
Although this may seem like the darkest hour for you, victory is near.

What Tarot Card Are You?

2007-02-04T17:46:00.000+08:00

}LISTEN

Because You♥Me

2007-02-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

原来爱情这么伤

i felt so terrible right now, crying to myself in d toilet for d past 2hrs. i felt weak, confuse &helpless.

i hate myself to be lidat, but what more i can do?

PS: Babes, jus wanna say thank for being there =)

2007-02-03T00:58:00.000+08:00

finally, whoa~ d new blogger really gave mii a big headace. i've go through all d trouble to change d HTML code to XHTML. after some researchs, i realised i can revert the wiget template to d normal template which is using HTML. LOL, such a blur queen. nonetheless, it good to research &recap all d codes i learnt in school.

having stiff shoulder for d past 3days, babyy concluded i've not been sleeping well in d night, been tosing here &there. however my torture didnt end, i have skin allergy hence causing mii to have rashes over my hand &leg. imagine d doc gave mii 4weeks of MC. Damn itchy can! babyy didnt slp well too, keep holding my hand prevents mii to scratch myself. gelt alil guilty as he needa to wake up at 7am.

kk, I turning in le.

will you be there whenever I need you?